I can’t count how many times I’ve cheated on my wife since she had our daughter two years ago. We’re both 25 and dote on our little girl but haven’t had much sex since she was born. I know I’m weak-willed but I can’t resist the lure of other women. Last night started out being par for the course.
I met a girl in a bar in town. She came on to me and invited me back to her place. I thought my wife
wouldn’t find out so what harm would it do?
We had sex three times before I left her and checked my phone – and that was when I discovered my wife was at hospital as my daughter had developed a worrying rash. It turned out she’s OK and my wife accepted my explanation that I’d gone round to a mate’s and was out of signal, but I can’t go on like this.
I had a rough childhood. Dad left when mum was 18 and he’d show up every now and then with meaningless presents, really out of guilt.
Mum met my stepdad and he had two boys and I got pushed out. It’s no excuse though. I’m pathetic. Should I come clean to my wife? She deserves so much more than me.
We both have good jobs and we love each other but I realise that I’m going to bring my world crashing down around me if I continue like I am doing.
